The balance of power is messed up. Psychiatrists have way too much power. You are a lightweight fighting a super heavyweight. There’s no point trying to seem bigger than you are. Accept how you feel: probably sad and small after the judge forced you to the psychiatrists mistreatments. Being sad and small is more than enough to take down charlatans. But let’s first go through how much power is held by the psychiatrists.
How they define you
They make up your diagnoses. The illnesses are invisible. Whatever you may complain about concerning your own health, a psychiatrist may always dismiss it and write down what he wants in your file. They don’t need proof, and couldn’t produce it even if they wanted to. A psychiatrist is an artist painting a version of you that you yourself wouldn’t recognize. And since they are considered the experts, what they say about you is your new social identity.
How they destroy you
They reveal your diagnoses to everyone around you. They talk to the judges and tell them everything without your consent. Without your informed consent, they will reveal everything to family members and tell them what to tell your friends who suddenly diappear. So, they isolate you completely, and remove any power and remove your freedom of speech until you are left, once no one believes you anymore, with an ability to make voice sounds.
It’s crazy how people will believe you if you say that your psychiatrist said you are psychotic, but they won’t believe anything else you say… Even by proxy through your psychotic mouth, psychiatrists are trusted. Can you have people believe things you say if you simply mention that your psychiatrist said them?
What they make of you
They rely on looking good and making you look bad. They start painting you as simply the worst and then paint you a bit better. You can surprise them by behaving or saying worser things than when you started, on purpose. They are stepping all over you, true, but that makes you the very ground under their feet. You can quake. You can change the terrain. Become a sea of lego pieces to step on if you want to. Or you can simply give way and simply refuse to talk because…
…silence is your golden weapon!
Psychiatrists take everything away from you, even your freedom of speech. So stop talking. It troubles them. For the script says “the patients needs the doctors”, and they look bad when they are the ones running after you. Doctors who need their patients are usually the doctors who messed up, is in trouble, and now needs to repair what they broke. Psychiatrist run after you: they come and talk to you every day of your hospitalization because they need to tell you things in order to manipulate you.
Everytime you feel your psychiatrist getting too invasive (which is all the time), refuse to self-disclose, or to listen to them. If you don’t give away your colors, they can’t distort them into your disportrait. Simply repeating “nothing to disclose” or “everything is good, thanks for asking” like a broken record, or, sometimes, even ghosting, gets the point accross. Their psycho-artistry will be left dry and they risk writing down what you said word-for-word (congrats! you have now written a bit of your medical file).
Why silence is so effective?
They can’t responsibly medicate you if you do not talk to them. They won’t get any feedback on medication and if anything goes wrong, they are vulnerable to lawsuits if this happens. They administered a drug without securing a way of knowing if it is working: a shot in the dark. Medicating you is their official purpose. Make it impossible to do it safely for them and they’ll start making concessions.
What do they actually do?
Psychiatrists has never worked a day in his life. All they do is complain! They complain about you and have you work to resolve their complaints. It’s the only so-called doctor who behaves this way. A real doctor listens to you complaining about your health, and works to resolve your complaint. A psychiatrist is the one doing the complaining. You complain about your ADHD? He will complain about your addiction to stimulants to dismiss your complaint about your ADHD. And… ADHD means relying on stimulants: that’s why you are addicted…
“Doctor, I have a broken leg and I see the bone. Fix it!”
“You are a bit cross-eyed, let’s fix that instead.”-if a real doctor behaved like a psychiatrist
The cancer
Who else in society can get away with this? No one. They are exploiting their patients/victims, stealing their freedoms away for financial gain, torturing them in every way, psychologically (hospitalizations are just a constant testing of the patient’s limits and a recording of their reactions to constant micro-aggression) and physically (when they don’t take psychological torture silently, they use physical torture, and the medication they give is meant to torture the patient as well), and they are still revered as these heroes of society. They are a genuine institutional cancer and species traitor. Arguably, since they are always using force on someone and a threat to using it on anyone, it’s always self defence to attack a psychiatrist. They can very well be killing patients slowly and only they would know. I know they prescribed me a medication that made me suicidal and refused to change the prescription until I filed a complaint: this is very suspect behavior. They are responsible for you feeling they are killing you slowly: they have full control, power and knowledge so they have full responsability as well.
The bottom line
They have too much power but their power is your only weapon. They rely on you trying to leave and them controlling every step on the way out. So, stop trying to get away from them. Learn to stay and do like they do. Complain! Complain all the time about them, about how you are being treated, about every time they remove you power. And don’t behave! Allow yourself to be real all the time. They need you to start faking in an attempt to get out: but if you don’t fake, it looks like they are failing at making you better. And since you are always complaining at the same time, there are two competing stories : there’s where you are sick and don’t want to get better; and now yours when they are incompetent and are not making you better. Now that you both look bad, the whole practice looks questionable.
An example
I am currently hospitalized for having called the police on psychiatrists to denounce them for making people sick and killing them slowly. I stated that killing them is always self-defense: they interpreted it as me making threats… when I was just signalling them they should intervene and open an inquiry into psychiatry.
The police responded by kidnapping me and forcing me to be at the mercy, yet again, of psychiatrists. And during the first week and a half of forced hospitalization, nothing much happened but him making the regular mistakes of a psychiatrist (we will cover them in the next chapters).
My psychiatrist kept asking me for my medical files from previous hospitlizations and I kept saying no. Once, I said yes, then when the nurse came to make me sign the papers to grant him access, “Meh, I changed my mind.” And then the psychiatrist was p-i-s-s-e-d and he even let his mask slip. He then made the mistake of thinking I was like him: saying what I do not mean. But no, I had really said yes without thinking, then I changed my mind after having thought about it. He was all happy he finally got something out of me and I pulled the rug under his feet.
He then tried to pretend that since I said “I don’t want to kill my mother” it was because I did want to kill her. And I responded by threatening to kill him. HE passed for a total incompetent! I had just spent about two weeks hospitalized just for my state to worsen. And I already seemed the worst when he forced hospitalization on me. So he passed for a complete fool who was spending a lot of taxpayers money just to make me worse off. They switched me psychiatrists when they had first refused to do so.